( The questions feel like little knives sliding in. Though it goes unheard, Peter's giving soft gasps as he sits there on the bed, involuntary sounds of distress as he's working himself up more and more. )
i didnt want her to suffer but i
( He doesn't want to say it, he doesn't want to say it, not this, not to Falco, not what he hates himself every single day for. )
i did want her to leave me alone i made her go away she wanted to stay with me so bad but i made her go away
( He told her to stay alone, to eat the cake, he told her to do it, he killed her, he didn't know, he killed her, his hands are numb— )
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i didnt want her to suffer but i
( He doesn't want to say it, he doesn't want to say it, not this, not to Falco, not what he hates himself every single day for. )
i did want her to leave me alone
i made her go away
she wanted to stay with me so bad but i made her go away
( He told her to stay alone, to eat the cake, he told her to do it, he killed her, he didn't know, he killed her, his hands are numb— )
im so rry imn so sorry