[ peter would've never known that this would cascade into what it did. he wanted to have fun with his friends, do adult things, like colt would've done— drink and smoke and have a good time, and it would probably stop being a good time if falco were at his heels nagging him about his liquor intake.
it's possible for the boy to put himself in both shoes; the amount of guilt peter feels— there was nothing he could do to twist the memory back and make it disappear. he knew that all too well. falco no longer feels afraid when he looks to the screen and takes longer to respond. his sense of duty and nurturing bulks his courage and makes his fear too small in comparison. the silence is a wee thing at the moment— falco is greater. one of his brothers needs him. ]
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it's possible for the boy to put himself in both shoes; the amount of guilt peter feels— there was nothing he could do to twist the memory back and make it disappear. he knew that all too well. falco no longer feels afraid when he looks to the screen and takes longer to respond. his sense of duty and nurturing bulks his courage and makes his fear too small in comparison. the silence is a wee thing at the moment— falco is greater. one of his brothers needs him. ]
I'm ready to come see you, sit tight.