[no, none of it is fine, really. she has to live with this on her conscience forever, and she knows that she got off easy. she put falco in this state. she probably caused unrest that she's not even allowed to see anymore. john might have been the conductor, but she was first chair in his orchestra.]
[beth wouldn't recognize the person she is today, she thinks idly, out of nowhere, and she inhales sharply. it turns into a cough. everything does, lately.]
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[beth wouldn't recognize the person she is today, she thinks idly, out of nowhere, and she inhales sharply. it turns into a cough. everything does, lately.]
I wish you had won.
You'd be a hero.