[ it is a hard topic to navigate, but her trying is already a decent move. he doesn't know if he's relieved to read these things or if it's wrong to feel relieved about them, as if they were a coverup for a truth he shouldn't be turning away from.
he wants to think it doesn't designate who he is, but— ]
Doesn't it? I don't regret saving you both. But being capable of doing that to make sure you're safe, does define me. I've tried for so long not to do it. Back home. Other worlds. Trench. I didn't want to believe that wherever you go peace is impossible. I guess it isn't. I just don't want to pretend anymore, but thank you.
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he wants to think it doesn't designate who he is, but— ]
Doesn't it?
I don't regret saving you both.
But being capable of doing that to make sure you're safe, does define me.
I've tried for so long not to do it. Back home. Other worlds. Trench.
I didn't want to believe
that wherever you go
peace is impossible.
I guess it isn't.
I just don't want to pretend anymore,
but thank you.