[ he doesn’t want to mention that it actually tasted good, because that just brings up a nauseating gag reflex. even if he doesn’t respond to each and every word she writes to him, he reads it with care, and considers them all the same.
maybe that was a good idea. sakura, or sasuke— he’ll be sure to look for them, but for now, ]
they're tiny and look like water bubbles i felt better when i ate one
fang made me eat it u have to eat it raw for it to work
[he doesn't owe her long replies, and she's not expecting them. she can't imagine what he's dealing with - for all she knows first conscious time may as well be the first time. and the circumstances were more ...personal than most of her kills. she doesn't mention the times she's tortured zealots - that had been personal, but she hadn't taken a bite of them.
she'd thought about it.
to see if her bite was poison. she won't mention that either. the mushroom (and other things) had banished those thoughts for today.]
[ the change in direction was like a balm to their thoughts. ironically enough, if any zealot had survived falco's snap, they would have died anyway if they themselves weren't vilebloods. they'd die from hemorrhage, just about everywhere with an orifice. ]
Am I going to get, like, Drunk?
[ it was only a curiosity, and he'd never taken anything to alter his state. he was partially against it after seeing how absolutely outrageous his brothers, biological and founded, tend to be when they take something. ]
[it's a lot to think about for even a short time - even when you're mostly okay with it sometimes a change of direction is needed.]
no its not like that no drunk or high or weird u just eat it and feel a little better
im a mess but im not gonna try and get u drunk promise
[says the same girl that offered to buy jun a round of drinks when they first met. she's had one truly awful experience with alcohol, never to repeat again. she's been drunk a couple times since, but not that drunk.]
she isn't in as deep as she'll get later with the zealots. she isn't stalking them. she's still under the positive effects of that mushroom, but like all things - it's temporary.
he's right. and they don't even have to talk, if he doesn't want to. if he does, she'll listen.]
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prison guards were kids once
maybe they werent bullies idk
same w/all the ppl back home
but we were on two sides of a war
im still human bc i feel
i feel lots of things
i feel regret for the way it had to happen
but not rlly for doing it
no choice
i dont think of u as any less human
and i doubt the ppl that love u do either
but those things
like blood
and sounds
u might need help with those
maybe theyll never go away but there are things that can help
not me im a mess
but sakura maybe
sasuke
another nightwalker maybe
do u want a mushroom
ive got one that might help a little
for now i mean
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maybe that was a good idea. sakura, or sasuke— he’ll be sure to look for them, but for now, ]
What kind of mushroom?
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i felt better when i ate one
fang made me eat it
u have to eat it raw for it to work
[he doesn't owe her long replies, and she's not expecting them. she can't imagine what he's dealing with - for all she knows first conscious time may as well be the first time. and the circumstances were more ...personal than most of her kills. she doesn't mention the times she's tortured zealots - that had been personal, but she hadn't taken a bite of them.
she'd thought about it.
to see if her bite was poison. she won't mention that either. the mushroom (and other things) had banished those thoughts for today.]
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Am I going to get, like,
Drunk?
[ it was only a curiosity, and he'd never taken anything to alter his state. he was partially against it after seeing how absolutely outrageous his brothers, biological and founded, tend to be when they take something. ]
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no its not like that
no drunk or high or weird
u just eat it and feel a little better
im a mess but im not gonna try and get u drunk
promise
[says the same girl that offered to buy jun a round of drinks when they first met. she's had one truly awful experience with alcohol, never to repeat again. she's been drunk a couple times since, but not that drunk.]
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I'll try it.
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and if u are then i will
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Of course I’d be up for people.
Being with someone helps more than being alone.
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u know i cant say no to that
[of course she'll bring it, then.
she isn't in as deep as she'll get later with the zealots. she isn't stalking them. she's still under the positive effects of that mushroom, but like all things - it's temporary.
he's right. and they don't even have to talk, if he doesn't want to. if he does, she'll listen.]